Save me from Myself

Christina Aguilera - Save me from Myself

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself


My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

You have been there to talk me through fights with my parents and my brother, health issues, stressful days, and the days of low self esteem. You were there when I needed someone to listen to be vent about something. You cared- even if it were just for that moment. I trusted you to lend me your shoulder when I needed you. You trusted me to be the understanding ear you needed. Now that the term is over, I find myself plauged with how our relationship ended. I'm struggling to deal with my sister's declining health. My mom has been constantly sick- ever since her trip to the ER. Doctors keep running tests on her and they still don't know what's wrong. She is being tested for cancer this Friday. Apparently it's a three hour biopsy. Do you have any idea how scared I am? I need you so badly right now. I wish you were still with me. I know I would be able to find the strength for all of this if I knew you were still there for me. It's as though I've lost a bit of myself the moment you left.