Kill the Lights

Any way I look at it now, it all boils down to one point. He just wasn't into me. Yes, I realize that's a cliche statement but it applies to my situation. For the most part, if a guy is remotely interested in a woman, they will make the effort. Seth had me fooled. He appeared to be making the effort and then once he realized he was crazy for "loving" me, he bailed. A decent guy would have broken up with me but He didn't. He walked out of my life with not so much as a single word and never looked back. I don't know what prompts guys to do this, but I am dying to find out. But I guess until then, I'll be making the same mistakes over and over again because I just can't seem to stop being so naive.

Wonderful.

I spent the entire winter break hoping that once I returned to Corvallis, there would be a letter sitting in my mail box from him, explaining everything. It would contain sweet words and the answers to all of my questions. I would get my closure and then I would move on. But low and behold, I drove back earlier tonight and checked my mail- nothing but junk. I guess I should know better than to get my hopes up.

p.s: my blanket still smells like him.