Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Sping Lusting?

He gave me his heart and believe we're absolutely perfect for each other. He claims that I'm sweet, adorable, cute, and silly. He tells me I'm so good to him and he can't believe we're together. He spends his weekends in Corvallis just to be with me. We take naps together and he never lets me pay for anything. He cuddles me and holds my hand. He also thinks it's cute when I snore. He appreciates my scars and he's the ONLY guy I've ever told about my eczema.

He wants my mom to like him because he knows it means a lot to me. He wants to meet her.

I can't deny that he has my heart. And I honestly think he's the best thing that's happened to me since the early days of the SM situation. I smile a lot and he treats me so well. He strives to make me smile and to make me happy. It really seems too good to be true but I can't help but believe that maybe this time around, it really is real. I would do anything to keep him happy and to keep him with me.

I'm going to keep my fingers crossed for awhile, because I don't want to lose this feeling.