I need to remind myself to keep breathing. I need to understand that my past cannot define my present. I want this so badly and I am going to fight tooth and nail for it. The things He does for me are beyond amazing. My favorite moment of having him here with me is falling asleep curled next to him. A close second favorite is when he wakes up early in the morning and fixes the blankets to make sure I'm warm enough. <3 I always whisper "thank you", in my sleepy voice. I hope he hears it before I drift back to sleep.
I may be stressed out. Mentally exhausted. Sniffley from allergies. But I am so happy.