Have you heard?

Four months of nothing but cloud nine happiness. I couldn't ask for anything more than what I have now. I love him.

i am not doing well financially. i'm struggling to make ends meet.

at least i have school and a place to live. i need to find a job but i don't know if i can handle it with school.


i don't know what to do.

Je T'aime

Happy three months with my baby and here's to many more months of happiness to come.

It's only been a week and I miss him terribly already. I miss being able to kiss him. Hug him. Snuggle with him. I miss being able to see him just by walking into the next room. Two weeks isn't that long but it's the longest we've been apart. Distance makes the heart grow fonder right? I love him with my whole heart...

Besides, it doesn't hurt that he sprayed Bear with his cologne before leaving last weekend. Bear's tummy still smells like Him so whenever I find myself really missing Mike, I just snuggle with Bear for awhile. =]

Summer...School?

Life update in bullet point format. Must love college, right?

-I started my second week of summer term today. I thought I had signed up for 13 credits but I checked last night and apparently, by 13 I meant 16. Sheesh. I'm learning about the brain now and I remembered how much I hate science. It's a shame really. This class is going to be hard- a test every Thursday over three chapters. Oh man.
-I did manage to successfully attend class during zero week. 9 hours of class for a week straight is crazy but it wasn't terrible. I need to start writing those papers soon.
-Wednesday marks three months with Mike. Three months of pure happiness. He might not have been my first love, but he certainly is my true love. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I love him so much. I love him more than I thought I could possibly love someone.
-We went up to see my parents last weekend. I think it went well. I'm starting to think my dad is warming up to him. Especially since he hugged Mike when we walked into the house. Maybe it won't be too bad.
-I went to Dixon for the first time in ages today. I ended up doing 50 minutes of cardio and a few minutes of cool down/stretching before walking home. Dominique and I are gym buddies now and the plan is to go every other day. I think it will work out wonderfully.

with love <3

my heart skips a beat when i hear him tell me he can see forever with me.

Bliss...

The loud knock on the door was strong and steady. It was him.
I opened the door with a big smile to see him smiling right back at me- red roses in his hand.
He puts his bags down and I leap into his arms for a hug...one week in the making.
It felt so right.

He slides into his spot on the bed and moves over to make room for me.
I take my spot, curled up next to him; my head resting on his chest.
His hand reaches over and entwines with mine and our breathing slows to match one another.
And then he says what my heart has feeling...

"I honestly am falling in love with you."

I tilt my head up to look him in the eye. I can see him staring back at me through the faint light streaming in from outside.

He kisses me on my forehead and together, we fall asleep.